oh what a life

down with a cold... not fun.

went out all day. fun.

now up till late. fun.

had four meals today. not fun. no, was fun.

getting fat!!! not fun.

spoke to a friend on msn today. well , he was my senior at school... well, about 10 - 11 years ago... he now lives in the states. but he was younger than me. no... i am not stupid. just that i went to national service before the course... anyway, he told me he thought i was hot! yoohoo. i used to fancy him, but because he was such a hot stuff at school and all. i didnt say anything. i even sent him home once when he was real drunk and i slept on his floor!!!

why? why didnt i go for it?

but if i did. would it be a happy ending?

...no, we are different. very different.

its funny how you know stuff.

well, at least friends dun break up.

and because we dun see each other's ugly side. we are forever interesting and nice in each other's eyes...

sneeze... sneeze... alrighty, enough crap for today!

gotta go to bed now...