peace from within

why do i always feel like i could be more interesting
why is it that other people's lives always seem more interesting than ours

maybe it's because we believe that we dun deserve

we dun deserve to be rich, to be healthy, to be happy...

how often do we look down on ourselves?

i sit here infront of the window looking out
at the forest of high rise flats in singapore
feeling caged in by the window grills...

i am trapped
i dun deserve to be free
i dun deserve to think
i dun deserve to speak...

then i looked up at the sky

it says to me

you deserve as all of us do
what i have
you have
what i can attain
you can

then i closed my eyes
felt my skin grew into the air
collided and merged

i felt the trees in me

i felt i deserve

i felt peace

i felt chaos

i felt whole

then there was no fear

just ME!