does it make you think why?

doesnt it make you think why good things always come to an end?
doesnt it make you feel relieve that bad things have ended?
isnt it better just not to feel?
or is it better to feel everything?
do we wanna get hurt?
or do we wanna forget everything?
doesnt it make you think what is the best way to be?
to experience life to its fullest?
or to live it untouched?
doesnt it make you think why we exist?
doesnt it make you think why we are the way we are?

stop. be still. feel.

just feel...

...let the answer come to you.

I wanna be 'your' rain...

the words below are from a song i treasure
not just because its beautiful
but for the person who brought me to it...
but sadly the words from 'you are beautiful' follows... or does it?
well, time will tell... and i can only pray...

The rain rain rain...
It's not enough to be the one who holds you
It's not enough to be the one your close to
I want to be so much more
The love that your living for
The air you breath
I wanna be everything that touches you everything

I wanna be the rain that falls on you
Washes away the pain
I wanna be the sun that shines on you
Warms your world each day
I wanna be the sky that holds the stars for you
So you never lose your way
I wanna be the wind that kisses your face
I wanna be the rain
It's not enough for me to be around you
I wanna be everything that surrounds you
The sun to light up on your skin
Each breath that your breathing in
Or that you need
I wanna be everything that touches you everything

I wanna be the rain that falls on you
Washes away the painI wanna be the sun that shines on you
Warms your world each day
I wanna be the sky that holds the stars for you
So you never lose your way
I wanna be the wind that kisses your face
I wanna be the rain
And even in your sleep when your dreaming
I wanna be the only thing you see won't you be there in everything

I wanna be the rain that falls on you
Washes away the pain
I wanna be the sun that shines on you
Warms your world each day
I wanna be the sky that holds the stars for you
So you never lose your way
I wanna be the wind that kisses your face
I wanna be the rain I wanna be the... rain
Rain... The Rain


I DO...

be like a child?

why is it that when we were kids
knowing that it is too far to jump across
too high to jump from yet
we take the leap

but as we age
we worry
we worry if we are gonna hurt ourselves
we worry that if we would succeed

but isnt the thrill in the roller coaster ride and not the end of it?

we just have to enjoy the ride while on it and not think back and see if it was a good one

so many doors are opened to us
yet we let them bypass
fearing that the door might close behind us

but if we don't enter
how would we know if we were in the right door after all

and if it wasn't
at least we have experienced more of life
making us wiser and it fuller

i choose to live life to the fullest
hence i take what we call risks
and children call life.

maybe we should let the child in us come out and conquer our fears.

fear or losing, fear of not attaining, fear of regrets...

COME... play with me.