journeying within

manys months have passed... many journeys taken.
now i am back to my birth place.
finding what i have forgotten or put away about myself.

the journey is hard.
the journey is complicated.

from outside we go in to the within
and from within we shine outwards.

my mind reflects my world and my world reflects my mind.

why such theories are so easy to understand yet so difficult to practice?

my journey within started in 2005
in a wayward direction
why now it seems like it is going in many more ways?
am i distracted? am i exploring my possibilities?

the journey within is a parallel to the journey outwards...
does it then mean i am unsure of my mind? or unsure of my world?

i pray i am moving in the desired direction.

why is it so hard to see when there is someone else involved and so lonely when there is not?

i journey
i journey
i journey
within...

a journey within can only be journeyed alone...