dual reality...

have you ever felt dual reality?

when you feel so much for something yet you feel just as much against it...

it's a very funny feeling.

wallentine...

i felt so in love with him yet so not in love with him...

it's a very funny feeling.

i met wallentine a year ago. almost.

we met. we shagged. we were in love.

yet after our third meeting i whispered to him while standing about fifteen feet away from him.

... jag alskar dig.

he replied, jag alskar dig.

and i turned and walked away...

we had not fought.

we just knew it was the perfect moment to part as lovers.

i was so totally in love with him then yet i was so totally not in love with him.

at that precise moment.

we felt the presence of the dual reality.

we felt complete and at one with the universe.